I'm not so much enjoying being married to someone who is indifferent to me as a woman.
Sure, friends. We're friends. Woo!
And it's well and it's good. I love him. I do. In that friendsy way. It's nice to get along well and good with him, as we are parenting the Best Child Ever. We need to be and remain friends.
I think it bums me out, though. the being married part. I mean, why? Why stay married?
No reason. Being this poor isn't a reason. Not a good enough one, anyway.
Closure. That's what I want. We tried, it worked and didn't work. We are through it, we are friends. We have the love. Now let's move on.
Let's literally move on. We don't like Ohio. Why live here? Should we live here just because we do? Just because we do today and did yesterday? Again with the not good enough.
I'm just saying. Life ought not stand still.
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I'm all for the packing up and moving for a new start. I have that in the works myself. We're going to North Carolina, wanna come? Good services for the kids there.
Posted by deb | November 28, 2006 2:51 PM
Oo! Which part?
I want to live near Asheville and send R to the Sudbury Valley School.
I know like 400 people who live in NC. And it's PRETTY!
So, yeah. Sign me up.
Posted by trisha | November 28, 2006 3:12 PM
Autism Society of America, NC chapter, really seems to have it's act together. I was thinking about Raliegh or Charlotte... preferably near one of the universities. I have a net friend in Asheville. She's groovy. I'm going to check your linky.
Posted by deb | November 28, 2006 5:11 PM
Let's start our own Society of America. Called Autism is a Hoot Society of America.
Posted by trisha | November 28, 2006 5:15 PM
I think you'd really regret it if you moved away from Robbie's dad. You need his support, right? Just having another person nearby who loves Robbie as much as you do. You'd feel very isolated and alone at times, I think, if he wasn't nearby just in case a crisis ocurred. I mean, more than we all already do sometimes.
Posted by Karla | November 28, 2006 8:25 PM
Oh, he would totally have to move with us. He doesn't like it here, either.
I would never, ever, ever move away from Chris. Ever.
Posted by trisha | November 28, 2006 8:35 PM
*Stops packing personal belongings into old liquor boxes.*
*Hides buckeyes that she slaved away all day preparing*
*Filches New Yorker back out from the garbage*
Posted by Andrea | November 29, 2006 12:11 AM
I was just, uh, playing around, Andrea. I am staying here and you are totally moving into my house.
Posted by trisha | November 29, 2006 12:15 AM
Woo, you are back!
Move with deb, SHE'S groovy. :)
Posted by angie | November 29, 2006 3:12 PM
ahhhh, that ever illusive closure. I'm pretty sure it's a myth, but I get the need to make the break official.
I think of moving all the time- Back to Jamestown, Colorado. I don't know anyone there anymore, but I know the mountain, and we have an understanding.
Posted by lu | November 30, 2006 7:29 AM
We would have fun. lol, listen to angie. And don't believe what she says about the drapes in Baltimore.
Posted by deb | November 30, 2006 8:21 AM